First Time (Story ni Gelai) III

Written by gelai8220

 

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I just hugged him back and he slowly moved in and out of me. Unti unting nawala ang sakit sa loob ng pagkababae ko. I can’t remember if napaluha ako sa sakit or the realization that I’ve made myself vulnerable to a guy.

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Part III

I never felt so satisfied in my life. Like I said I love Alex from the very first time we kissed, the very first time he said he loved me. My very first love. I was trying to hold back my tears. Masarap na masakit ang nararamdaman ko. Mabigat sa loob ko that I didn’t fulfil promise ko sa mom ko that I will stay a Virgin til my wedding day. Pero I gave it up naman sa taong mahal ko diba?

I became clingy kay Alex. After that weekend we went back to school, still hanging around. Pero lahat ng lumapit kay Alex pinagseselosan ko. Di ko alam what I will do. Para akong baliw na di maintindihan. As much as I love him I went into this depression stage. Lagi ko naiisip, I gave him everything pero bakit ganun. Bakit attention nya wala sakin? Why does he still talk to other girls? Kahit alam ko na ako ang mahal nya and mga kaibigan lang yun, I still can’t help myself but feel sad about it. Until it came to time na pati sariling best friend ko pinagselosan ko na.

It was night time, on our Junior year, I wanted to put them in a position na mahuhuli ko if tama nga hinala ko. Sandra and I shared a Dorm kasi and there is a park just outside our building. So inaya ko si Sandra to go talk outside. Almost summer time na nun sa Toronto so it was warm with a cool breeze. Nagkwekwentuhan lang and then as expected tumawag si Alex.

“Gel, where are you? I called your landline no one was answering…”

“Out with Sandra hon at the park…ikaw nasan ka?”

“On my way there!. Umm di na pala on my way…I’m here na!”

There he was…my knight in a not so shiny car. I joked at him to get his car washed. He kissed me on my forehead. Napaisip ako bakit sa forehead ko? Damn what about my cheeks? And Sandra being Portuguese and Alex being Spanish, he gave her a kiss sa cheeks. Magkabilaan pa. Shit! I felt so alone. Magaling ako magtago ng sama ng loob ko pero I know my face was changing to a deep red. Ang init na ng pakiramdam ko. Ako sa noo, si Sandra sa cheeks. Shit, Shit, Shit Talaga.

I set this up…ako may gawa nito…pero bakit ako nasasaktan?

Nagbibiruan kami at that point and I asked Alex…

“Hon, what if I told you I’m bi?”

“What?!? Ikaw? Sure ka? Hahahahaha!!!” Malakas na tawa ni Alex.

Tinitigan ko lang sya, looking serious. Walang bahid na biro sa mukha ko.

“Whatever hon…if you are…you’ve goddamn fooled me big time!”

I smiled my typical sly smile whenever I know I’m up to something. I turned to face Sandra and kissed her in her lips. At first it felt awkward then I slowly licked the outline of her lips. I heard her moans lightly. She parted her lips a little and I stick my tongue inside. It was the most pleasurable kiss ever. She started moving her tongue as well, darting in and out of my mouth. I was so in tuned with what I was doing with my bestfriend that when I finally looked back at my BF, his mouth was open, jaw dropped…he was just in shock.

This is supposed to be my way of trying to find out if there is anything going on between Sandra and Alex. But I was also enjoying it myself. The second person I’ve ever kissed and yes it’s a girl.

I parted from Sandra, she looked annoyed that I stopped. I went to Alex and started kissing him. He gave me a torrid kiss and I was out of breath. I thought…

. o O (There you go Gel, he wants you more than anybody else…what are you worried about?)

I was deeply kissing Alex. My eyes were closed as I was trying to show Sandra that I’m the one he wants. I don’t care if I don’t make any sense whatsoever I just want to show.

I felt something move beside me. The hands that was hugging me originally wasn’t there anymore. All I have is one hand holding my head in place while I’m getting the breathless kiss. I opened my eyes and there was his hands inside Sandra’s blouse. I tried to fight fire with fire. I kissed back more, sensually, hurriedly. I was fighting for attention. I need so show him I’m better somehow.

But I can’t. I love Alex so much. I came to my senses and broke the kiss. Alex tried to protest but his hands were still busy with Sandra’s breasts. The moment I moved away, Sandra honed her way to Alex’s front. She was now kissing him. I sat at the bottom of the slide looking as my boyfriend and my best friend go at it. Alex’s fingers found it’s way underneath the skirt Sandra was wearing. She was moaning a bit louder now. I wanted to get mad but I was also feeling hot myself. Against my will I started giving my pussy the pleasure it was aching minutes ago. I was turned on with what I was watching. Sandra’s blouse is now down on her waist…Alex sucking on her nipples. God, that could’ve been me…I continued massaging my clit.

“Oh god…shit…ahhhh” was all I can say…

Sandra was now holding his cock. As she freed it from his pants, she went down on him…she was experienced in giving him the head. I felt like an amateur. Slowly at first and then faster. I can see from Alex’s face that he is coming…and then he shouted…

“Fuck Sandra…suck me, oh shitttt that’s it…ahhhh damn you, fuckkkkkkk ahhhhh…that’s it…that’s better than last week on your birthday…ahhhhhhh”

Last week, Sandra’s birthday at our room…the same night Alex proposed to me :(….

(to be continued po;)