Jenna (Part 6)

Written by aesthetic

 

“Nice shirt.” Sabi ng isang lalaking noon ko lang nakita sa class na ‘yun. Tumingin ako sa shirt niya, tapos sa akin. Pareho kaming naka-Eraserheads na t-shirt. “Fan ka ba talaga? O bandwagon lang?” Tanong niya. Medyo intimidating ‘yung tono so medyo nakakainis.

“Wow, ang judgmental mo ha. Kumpleto ko ang albums nila, though puro digital. Pero hindi ako bandwagon!” Pataray kong sagot, sabay talikod.

“Sorry naman. Just making sure. Sungit.” Sabi niya. Tapos ay umupo siya sa tabi ko.

Dumating na ‘yung prof namin, hindi ko na dapat siya lilingunin buong period kaso matalino at magaling pala magsalita ang gago.

“Well, give me reasons on why you don’t believe in the Bible, kid. I respect your beliefs but it won’t be strong and firm until someone challenges you, right?” Tanong sa kaniya ng prof naming.

Nanatili siyang nakaupo. “I have a name, don’t call me kid. My name’s Joshua. And I’m still learning but the fact that the Bible has been translated to so many languages makes it so suspicious. Even the Vatican barely uses the original, or do they even have an original one? Plus, there are stories in the Bible that are very similar to Greek mythology and the fact that the Greeks came first makes the Bible kind of plagiarized. Also, this Bible is filled of parables and every religion who uses it interprets it in different ways. So, yeah.” Sinabi niya ito na para bang alam na alam at siguradong sigurado siya sa sinasabi niya. Napansin ko na lang na medyo nakanganga na ako habang tinititigan ko siya.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari, basta ilang oras pagtapos ng class na ‘yun natagpuan ko ang sariling kong naglalakad sa oval, tapos tumigil ako sa may likod ng UPFI, ‘yung sa may chapel. Tapos lumakad ako doon pa-diretso, papuntang Bahay ng Alumni.

Tumunog ‘yung kampana, nakatayo ako sa ilalim ng puno tapos nakatingin ako sa abandonadong Molave dorm. 3pm. April 29. Unang summer ko sa UP.

“Grabe! Ang init, ‘no?!”

Lumingon ako sa pinanggalingan ng boses. And at that very moment, alam ko na, na handa na akong magmahal. At sa unang pagkakataon, tila ba sumang-ayon ang utak ko sa puso ko, handa na ako magmahal, handa na ako masaktan.

Ginamit niyang pamaypay ‘yung snapback niya habang pinupunasan niya ‘yung pawis niya habang nakaupo siya sa stairs sa gilid ng UPFI. Kung paano kami nagtagpo sa lugar at oras na ‘yun, hindi ko alam.

“Gusto mo ba mag-ice cream?” Tanong niya. Tumango lang ako. Pagtapos ay sabay kaming naglakad papunta sa hindi ko alam na destinasyon. Pero isa lang ang alam ko, gusto ko siyang makasama. Tuloy-tuloy lang siyang nagsasalita tungkol sa kung bakit nga ba sinara ang Molave, mga kwentong multo sa CS, mga makamundong kwento sa Engg, at patuloy na nag-brag na kung paanong sa dalawang taon niya sa UP ay hindi pa rin siya nachachallenge. Incoming 3rd year na pala siya noong taong ‘yun. Ako, incoming 2nd year. Smart, headstrong, independent. Kahit wala pa kaming isang araw na magkakilala, nalaman ko agad ‘yun base sa kung paano siya magsalita at makitungo.

Nilibre niya ako ng ice cream sa Shopping Center. Sabi niya, masarap daw ‘yung raspberry, kaya ‘yun ‘yung pinili ko. Tapos siya, mango, favorite daw niya.

“May next class ka pa ba?” Tanong niya sa akin. Umiling ako.

“Ikaw ba?” Tanong ko.

“Meron pa. Pero hayaan mo na ‘yun, tambay na lang tayo.”

Tatlong oras. Tatlong oras lang ang kinailangan ko para mapatunayang, putangina, gusto ko siya. I like his way of thinking, I like how he speaks out what’s on his mind, I like how he sees the future, I like how he smiles, I like how he leans forward to me every time he can’t hear what I say, I like how he fix his eyeglass, I like how he licks his lips, I like him. I. Love. Him. And it may sound stupid, kasi putangina, sino bang naiinlove ng gano’n kabilis. Pero believe me, I knew it right there and then. And though it felt like it will hurt like a motherfucker, it felt like falling’s gonna be worth it. No matter how hard.

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Author’s Note: Mas maganda ‘to kapag binasa n’yo habang nagpplay ang Kiss Me ni Ed Sheeran o kaya Touch ng Daughter. Hahahaha. Suggestion lang naman. 😉

“Uuugh, Josh…” I moaned. His hands were all over my body. He was caressing my sides, my bum, and my boobs. His kiss was getting deeper and deeper and I’m loving every second of it. He was also pushing his erection onto me so I can feel its stiffness. He gently grabbed my hand and guided it to rub his dick on top of his pants.

We were standing in the middle of my room. It was my 18th birthday and everyone else was drinking and dancing outside. And there we were, kissing, trying to take off every piece of clothing that is keeping us from being entirely connected.

“Are you sure about this, love?” He asked, while his hands were already on the hem of my shirt. I nodded slowly and then raised my hand so he can take my shirt off. I was, at first, shy. It was my first time to stand naked in front of him. “You’re such a beauty.” He said and then he took hold of my neck so he can kiss me, deeper, again.

He led me to the bed and laid me down. He smiled a sweet smile before he took off his clothes himself. I watched him move gracefully. Josh has always been beautiful to my eyes but what I saw in him that night can’t be compared to anything. Then he moved and undid my pants. I was only wearing my underwears, and he was wearing a boxer.

“Sexy.” I said. And then we both laughed.

He went on top of me and started kissing me again. It was actually difficult to kiss because we were smiling and all we can do was bump our lips together. I can feel his erection against my already-wet hole. And I moan every time it brushes against my clit.

Then he started to rub my boobs, after a few squeezes, he unclasped my bra and licked his way down to my nipples. His saliva was cold against my skin and I was left there trying to catch my breath. One of his hand travelled down past my navel and started rubbing the top of my panty. I was moaning while he do his work my body. I never thought he could me that much of pleasure.

I began to moan louder as his hands made its way inside my underwear. I can feel the heat of his finger against my clit and he would sometimes slide his fingers on the lips of my hole. “Jooosh…”

He was kissing and sucking and squeezing my tits alternately as his fingers work down on me. It was just his mouth and fingers and I couldn’t wait to know what else his thing can give me.

He suddenly removed my panty and made his way down, licking every skin that his tongue can reach. Then he reached my vagina and the first thing he did was kiss my clit and sucked on in lightly which made my hips lift from the bed. I held onto his hair and his tongue continued on blessing me with cold, light kisses. Then he got hotter and started slipping his tongue inside me and would vehemently suck on my flesh.

Then he inserted two of his fingers and fucked me with them and that’s when I felt my orgasm coming. I came in his hands and he quickly stood up and removed his boxers. He rubbed the tip of his dick on my hole as he leaned down and kiss me. “I’m gonna put it in now, Jenna.”

I pressed my nails on his back as his erection filled me up. He stopped for a few seconds and gave me time to feel comfortable and when I told him I’m okay, he began thrusting in and out of me. I can feel his entirety inside me. The room was filled with moans and groans and love. We were kissing, laughing at funny noises that our bodies make, smiling at the beauty we are both witnessing.

Josh fastened his pace when he was about to cum, I was safe that night so I allowed him to cum inside me.

“I love you, Jenna.” Josh whispered as we lay naked after we reached out orgasms.

Our first wasn’t hot, wild, or anything extraordinary. But our first was beautiful, romantic and it was a promise. A promise I wanted to keep forever.

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9:55am. Nasaan na kaya si Josh? Paano ko kaya siya haharapin?

To be continued.